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It's one of those days when you wanted to log in, write down some words just to update a little.

November was a little tough, parents are gone to Mex, they are happy though. Me, myself taking care of the apartment, still trying tho, although it is harder than I thought. 

Starting the gym again with le old PT, hoping that this time will be a long term and I will finally make a change.

Work was ups and downs, sometimes I felt quite tired, standing still. Who am I going to learn from? I can't really feel happy with work now, although everything is fine. What's the reason that holding me back here? Responsibility? Money? or Teammates? 

I have no clue.

In contrast, Chris and I started this baby, hoping that it will grow up well, and become a part of our lives. Investing is risky but at least I know she is dedicated and passionate about it. 

Bei's work is getting better, I'm so proud of him though. 
I'm sure he will make a difference, he will stand out, everything else that has been harsh on him will finally go away. 

Good things are always worth waiting for, right hun? 

Anw, December is here, another year is going to end soon...
Everything is too quick nowadays, hours passed like a blink of an eye, we don't have time anymore. 

Cheers

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