words

How did I get this ability to feel too much like this? 

Does anyone know what’s going on in my head at all? 

Sure, I can’t go around and explaining myself about how much I sacrifice.

It’s not me at all, I like to do everything in silent, but how many ppl would understand that? 

Lately I’ve been unmotivated with weight loss, because I’ve tried so many ways, either I have no time, no money and no energy to archieve my goals. 

I did, I can’t say that I didn’t try. I made all these kind of purchases so I could work and lose the weight too...

but how many people saw it? 

All these sacrifices that I’ve made... 

Why do I want to close myself out like this, no contact, no hangouts at all. 

I feel very lonely in this journey... and I cannot blame anyone.

I blamed myself, for being selfish to myself, for not taking care myself, for avoiding all those “me” time, what do I get? time with everybody else? 

Time to change. 

And this time, no one, nothing will be in my way.