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Slippery Sunday

Good afternoon,
How was your weekend so far? Mine is pretty slippery, Seattle is doing its job again, being wet all day all night. Rain non-stop, I thought we could get some sunshine for spring, but nah, rain all over.

These days I had so much stuffs and thoughts in my mind, either related to my future career or why did I fucking spend so much money...
Indeed I made money by working part-time, I tried to save, but still, spend so much I couldn't even control it, either on foods, transportation, coffee or makeup. Don't even know why, I stop buying makeup like last month, trying my best not to buy anything until I'm done with it, clothes as well, I tried not to buy, instead I even sell them online, it went well for a couple weeks then nobody bought anymore.

It might came to the point of me selling my bags, shoes up here as well hahah. Hopefully someone will buy it and getting back some cash. I even thought of doing small business, selling some small stuffs that might help with the financial shits. Kinda sad but true.

I just re-listed my Etsy shop, hopefully someone will buy something hahah. I'm trying hard to save up. Maybe will do some jewelry shop or something like that. Will see.

Anyway, talk about selling, I'm thinking of selling my table that I'm having right now, although it is still new, cute actually, bought from Ikea, but then thinking about moving I need to get rid of it and maybe save up to buy something easier to move or even cheaper. Don't know yet, I don't even know if I am gonna move or stay in our current apt. It was a nice price and parking price was not that bad either, it just the security is quite sketchy, which really worries me and my roommate. Let's see how things goes, hopefully everything will settle before I head back to Vietnam this summer.

I guess that's it for today, gonna cut off internet and work on my project and stuffs. Next week I have like three exams or so, gotta get my head on it otherwise I will lose my honor roll, which I don't want to, it is better to graduate with honor than with nothing.

Bye and stay dry, or safe. Don't do anything stupid.



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