I don't know about you guys, but I think at some point of your life, there will be one moment, and in that moment, connected with frustration, you will start to letting yourself go and CURSE.
When I was young, my parent never cursed at me, I never heard or learn to curse. Until middle school when I started to hear my classmates cursing at each other, I found it awkward, weird, uneducated. True. I never curse until high school came along, but funny enough I tried to say the shortened word instead of the whole word. American is kinda hard to explain, but it is quite similar with saying "shit" instead of "fuck".
Anyway, I always found embarrassed when saying the word "vagina", even saying the "right" word still makes me chill and inappropriate. But then I think college changed everything !
I started to get more and more frustration, I hate even more people, and that moment when I let go all my anger. I never found it hard to curse anymore.
I think it is also depends on your age, when you start to grow up, getting older, 21 like me, people tend to do whatever they want. Myself basically don't even care if someone judging me, because I found it bizarre when language is first freedom of every single person. Well of course you don't curse when talking to important people. But yeah, I found myself saying "fuck" a lot these days, I might have to much anger in my head, sometimes shit just happen, and I cannot keeping it in anymore.
Until now, 21 1/2 years old, I felt completely comfortable saying those inappropriate words, because I don't care.
Random things:
So I just went thru my tumblr, and oh my god, all those post since july.. it is killing me. I never thought that I could post with those amount of blogs.
Anyway, looking back, don't know should I be smiling or sad, shit does happen, and thing falling apart. I couldn't find myself there, I thought I had a hope, but it was ruined so quickly. people could be so heartless, and indeed they never wanted to try.
There are always those who will try and those who just want to get out, and I am the one who will try, most of the time.. :)
When I was young, my parent never cursed at me, I never heard or learn to curse. Until middle school when I started to hear my classmates cursing at each other, I found it awkward, weird, uneducated. True. I never curse until high school came along, but funny enough I tried to say the shortened word instead of the whole word. American is kinda hard to explain, but it is quite similar with saying "shit" instead of "fuck".
Anyway, I always found embarrassed when saying the word "vagina", even saying the "right" word still makes me chill and inappropriate. But then I think college changed everything !
I started to get more and more frustration, I hate even more people, and that moment when I let go all my anger. I never found it hard to curse anymore.
I think it is also depends on your age, when you start to grow up, getting older, 21 like me, people tend to do whatever they want. Myself basically don't even care if someone judging me, because I found it bizarre when language is first freedom of every single person. Well of course you don't curse when talking to important people. But yeah, I found myself saying "fuck" a lot these days, I might have to much anger in my head, sometimes shit just happen, and I cannot keeping it in anymore.
Until now, 21 1/2 years old, I felt completely comfortable saying those inappropriate words, because I don't care.
Random things:
So I just went thru my tumblr, and oh my god, all those post since july.. it is killing me. I never thought that I could post with those amount of blogs.
Anyway, looking back, don't know should I be smiling or sad, shit does happen, and thing falling apart. I couldn't find myself there, I thought I had a hope, but it was ruined so quickly. people could be so heartless, and indeed they never wanted to try.
There are always those who will try and those who just want to get out, and I am the one who will try, most of the time.. :)
Anyway, bye folks.
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